so much work these days i'm suffocating, bleeeh. still got duty on this sunday. i think i have burnt enough weekends for a campfire. campfire indeed. you know the word campfire brings me back to when i was in sec 1. orientation camp, ri. it was fantastic, something i'd never ever forget. back when our orientation camps mildly resembled army style training-up, unlike when i was orientation leader in sec 4. all the crazy hard work during the days and nights made the campfire night even more significant, truly bonding us together. of course, the good feeling began to wear off with time. but it will never completely wear off for anyone i guess. ok i've got to sleep now. my timetable says so, my invisible timetable that is. my life is just too monotonous these days it's agonising. what's more agonising is that i don't even know who my sajc girl is.. how now brown cow? urgh.